Chapter : 07
As soon as I left the mansion and stepped onto the walking path, I spoke to Eden.
âYour Highness Crown Prince Eden! You donât need to give me books or gifts anymore, so I hope you wonât show up out of the blue like this to bother me again.â
âOh, oh! Bother you? I just came because I had an important appointment with your father today. I hope thereâs no misunderstanding.â
An important appointment?
Hmph! Lying.
What important appointment could you possibly have with my father!
âI see. Then I suppose we wonât be seeing each other again?â
I asked, locking eyes with him as if expecting a definite answer.
âWell, if itâs worth seeing, I might. But isnât there a memory you want me to forget? I think you said youâd help me forget it properly.â
ââŠâŠâ
I donât care whether he remembers or not. I just want to make sure we donât see each other again.
Seeing me glare at him silently with annoyance, Eden continued.
âI have a feeling Iâll see you again, Caelin, whether in Everlen or in my own country, the Dakkus Empire. Thatâs why I brought a book as a gift to make a good impression. But it seems your thoughts are a little different from mine.â
ââŠâŠâ
Yes, different! Completely different.
In the novel I wrote, we wouldnât see each other again.
But youâve already appeared in front of me far too often, unlike the story.
Unable to say âLetâs stop meeting,â I kept my mouth shut while Eden went on.
âLetâs meet again, Caelin, whether in Everlen or in the Dakkus Empire.â
I said we wouldnât meet again!
Even in Everlen, we wouldnât meet, so why on earth would I go to your country, the Dakkus Empire, to see you?
Ah⊠but if heâs talking about seeing me in Dakkus, does that mean heâll return soon?
âYouâre returning to the Dakkus Empire?â I asked.
âSoon, yes.â
Heâs leaving.
And that was a somewhat welcome piece of news.
Feeling a bit lighter, I politely replied,
âAh, then please take care on your way back. Stay healthy.â
Stay healthy and safe.
And donât get hurt later when you fight Calix.
Since youâre just a supporting character, I havenât written your story in detail, so I donât even know if youâll get hurt.
âYouâre saying goodbye as if we wonât meet again. Who knows when weâll see each other next,â Eden muttered with a strangely cheerful expression.
Why is he so happy about that?
I tilted my head, puzzled at his inscrutable emotion, as Eden nodded slightly and began walking away.
As his figure grew smaller in my sight, I felt my heart lighten.
Finally, when he completely disappeared from view, I hurried back home.
The moment of being flustered by the book he brought had passed, and I had to read the book I received.
Ah, finally! A feast for my mind and my eyes awaits!
I carefully unwrapped the layers of neatly packaged books.
âDaughter of the Dukeâs HouseâŠ.â
Right! Daughter of the Dukeâs HouseâŠ
â!!!!!!!â
Damn it!
You wretched man!!!!!!!!!!!
After sending all the maids away, I carefully held the book in my arms, locked the door to ensure no one could see, and unwrapped the package. The bookâs title was: âIntroduction to Philosophy for the Cultured Daughter of the Dukeâs House.â
That bastardâŠ
My clenched fist trembled with fury.
The next day, having recovered my composure after refusing to take a walk the day before because Eden had stopped me, I left the house again for my walk.
But as soon as I stepped outside, a lavish carriage had stopped in front of my house.
Who could it be?
The carriage door opened, and a middle-aged man stepped out.
He approached me and said,
âYou must be the daughter of Duke Brockburk. Where are you headed?â
âUm⊠whoâŠ?â
I wasnât sure if it was appropriate to ask.
Fortunately, he seemed unbothered by my reaction and readily introduced himself.
âYou donât remember me, I see. I am Rastus Kerkain, Marquis. I came to see your father, the Duke.â
âOh⊠hello? My father is inside. I was just going out for a walk, so Iâll see you next time.â
Even though he said who he was, I still didnât know him. I just pretended I did.
He nodded at my response and headed toward the entrance, while I continued down the walking path.
Rastus Kerkain.
Kerkain⊠who was that again?
The name was on my character relationship chart, but I couldnât recall exactly who he was.
Marquis Kerkain�
Ah! Thatâs him!
I finally remembered who he was.
Calixâs father, the Emperor, was Klaus Everlen, and Calixâs biological mother, the former Empress, died when Calix was around ten.
Shortly afterward, the Emperor remarried.
The new Empressâs name was Rainer Kerkain.
She had become the Emperorâs consort immediately after the former Empress gave birth to Calix, and shortly after became a mother herself.
Her illegitimate son was Leon, now a Duke.
The new Empress also had a younger brother: Rastus Kerkain.
The man visiting my home was the younger brother of the new and current Empress, Rainer Kerkain.
Despite my strong demand that my father support Calix, he stubbornly adhered to his previous plan for unknown reasons.
So this man must have come to strengthen the alliance between my father and the Empress for the rebellion plot.
A red warning light flashed in my head, and my heart raced.
I couldnât understand why my father, who initially supported the rebellion because of my love for Leon, continued to maintain close ties with the Empressâs faction.
My father had joined the rebellion under the condition that I, in love with Leon, be placed with the Empress.
Thus, since I refused to marry Leon, I assumed my father would easily let go of the Empressâs hand.
However, for some reason, my father insisted it was too late to turn back and wouldnât change his stance.
Had he gone too deep to break the agreement with the Empressâs faction?
Was it difficult to break a pact once made?
Did he believe Duke Leonâs future was more secure than Calixâs?
Or was it because the changes in my relationship with Calix werenât yet apparent?
I considered all these possibilities.
Perhaps these were the reasons my father refused to change his mind.
So for now, my only option was to let my father see firsthand that Calix loved me and I loved him.
When would I see Calix next?
Ah, the jousting tournament!
In the novel I wrote, the next episode was the Royal Jousting Tournament, scheduled just a few days away.
Rastus Kerkainâs visit only made me more anxious. I resolved to show Calix my affection more actively during the tournament.
Though Calix had acted indifferent at the previous royal party, by now, he was undoubtedly burning with desire for me.
Wait, Calix! For both our sakes, Iâll do my best!
Finally, the day of the Everlen Empireâs annual jousting tournament arrived.
It was a tournament using wooden lances instead of real ones.
Even with wooden lances, the competition was fierce, serious, and dangerous.
Before the match, participants would march around the oval arena once and line up at the center.
The arena had tiered seating, and the audience cheered, clapped, and shouted as the participants passed by.
This march was what young unmarried men and women of Everlen eagerly awaited every year.
Women could tie handkerchiefs to the lances of men they admired to show affection or confess love, and men could similarly ask for luck from the women they admired.
It was a public display of romance.
In my novel, Caelin would tie a handkerchief to Leonâs lance.
Calix, seeing this, would attack Leon and unseat him, leaving Leon injured for months.
But I intended to tie my handkerchief to Calixâs lance, not Leonâs.
I had to help him, who was weak against love, and for our relationship to progress quickly.
Behind Calix rode Leon, followed by numerous nobles and knights.
I held the handkerchief, scented with flower perfume, tightly, waiting for Calix to approach.
Finally, Calixâs horse neared, passing right in front of the stands where I sat.
âCrownâŠ!â
I was about to call the Crown Prince.
âCaelin!â
It was Leon.
Leon, riding right behind the Crown Prince, stopped in front of me and called my name.
Go! Go away!
Calix is watching!
I quickly turned to check Calixâs face, throwing Leon a cold glance.
Huh?
He was just in front of me, but where did he go?
Calix had already passed by me calmly, continuing the march.
Did he just go past me?
Without even glancing at my handkerchief?
Seriously, why is he like this?
Show your feelings already!
I am not the Caelin from the novel.
Seeing only the back of Calix, I fumed internally.
Meanwhile, Leon waited.
âCaelin Brockburk, will you give me your handkerchief?â
Seriously?
Everyoneâs eyes were on us.
At that moment, Calix glanced back at me and Leon.
Of course!
He would be angry if I tied the handkerchief for Leon.
I was about to refuse Leon, but before I could, Calix turned his head away and continued forward in his direction!
â!!!!!â
Oh, come on!
I was about to refuse Leon, and he couldnât resist looking backâŠ
Frustrated, I turned back to Leon.
I had clearly replied to his engagement letter before, stating I would break the engagement and supported the Crown Prince, making my stance clear.
Why canât he let go?
I wrote him as a passionate, pure first love in my novel.
What should I do?
Leon openly asking for my handkerchief, with so many eyes watchingâŠ
Peopleâs eyes remained fixed on us, especially the Empress sitting next to the Emperor, watching me intently.
The EmpressâŠ
No, I cannot!
I must stay alert! I cannot give any indication of joining the rebellion!
I hardened my resolve and said to Leon,
âYour Grace, may luck be with you. But my handkerchiefâŠâ
I intended to give it to my brother, Luke.
Suddenly, next to Leon, a familiar face appeared on a horse.
â!!!â
It was Crown Prince Eden.
Damn it! What is he doing here?
I thought he said he would return to his country.
Why is he still here?
Even more absurd was what Eden said next:
âYou were going to give me your handkerchief, Caelin.â
What?
Iâm supposed to give it to you?
When did I ever say that?!!