Chapter 8
âOuch!â
The girl shoved So-ye hard.
So-ye fell back on her butt.
She could have resisted, but controlling her strength against a child wasnât safe.
The girlâclearly So-cheongâs older sisterâpulled her brother behind her back.
Her eyes flickered for a moment when she saw So-ye fall, but she quickly steeled herself and snapped:
âWhat did you do to my brother?!â
âWe were just playing.â
So-ye hunched her shoulders a little on purpose.
The sister looked sharp and fierce, but her heart seemed soft.
âPlaying?â
âAre you So-cheongâs sister? Iâm So-ye.â
âIâm Tang So-so. Andââ
So-so put her hands on her hips.
âWhoâs going to believe you were playing? Obviously, you bullied him.â
âWhy would I bully him? We were playing.â
***
She knew the girl wouldnât believe her, but explained anyway.
âLook at him! Heâs all dirty!â
So-ye turned to look at So-cheong.
When she first saw him, he had been neatly dressed.
Now, after their wild ball game, he was a total mess.
It looked like someone had rolled him up in a mat and dragged him across the dirt.
His clothesâespecially his shoesâwere completely ruined.
âBut thatâs normal for kids his age⊠they get like that if you take your eyes off them for a second.â
So-ye felt wronged.
âIâIâm dirty too, see?â
She glanced down at herself.
Her clothes were smudged from chasing the ball and rolling on the ground, but compared to So-cheong, she looked almost spotless.
The difference was simple: inside, she was still an adult.
Kids played like crazy and forgot about the consequences.
Adults thought aheadâto laundry, baths, cleaning.
âBig fun always comes with big responsibilityâŠâ
Her face went strangely wistful.
So-so pressed harder.
âYou even broke his ball! Am I wrong?â
She held up the wooden ball.
***
The ball had taken a beating from their rough play.
Its smooth surface was now cracked and splinteringâsharp enough to scratch a hand.
So-ye hadnât noticed before, and now her face stiffened in guilt.
âI-I didnâtâŠâ
âSo-cheong loved this ball so muchâŠâ
So-soâs voice trembled.
She tried to act grown-up, but she was still a child.
She really believed her brother had been bullied while she wasnât watching.
âYou said you didnât want to hang around with branch family kids. So why hurt him?â
Her nose was turning red as she tried to hold back tears.
So-ye blinked.
âMe?â
She was stunned.
Sure, there must be reasons why she (as Tang So-ye) wasnât staying in the Tang Clanâs main house, but what did that have to do with her?
âSo thatâs why we left you alone to be by yourself!â
âWhen did I ever say that?â
âYour nanny told my mom! She said, âDonât push low-class kids onto the precious young miss!ââ
So-yeâs eyes went wide.
âThat womanâŠ!â
This wasnât just about dirt.
The hostility was deeper than that.
So even that was the nannyâs doing?
âReally?â
So-ye asked, stunned.
âI said that?â
âDonât play dumb. I heard your nanny say it myself.â
Tang So-soâs face was red with both anger and shame.
âNo matter if youâre a direct descendant, youâve ignored my mother, the Branch Master, for a whole yearâŠâ
Her shoulders trembled, her nose turning red.
âAnyway, donât you dare think of bullying my brother again!â
So-ye swallowed a sigh.
This wasnât a moment to argue, âI didnât know.â
She had to prove it with actions.
âThatâs the nannyâs idea.â
She put her hands firmly on her hips and looked So-so in the eye.
âIâm going to play with So-cheong! From now on too!â
Then she sharply turned her head toward the boy.
So-cheong, frozen under his sisterâs glare, jolted when he met So-yeâs gaze.
âHey. Say it.â
Was that too aggressive? Too much like picking a fight?
Too late to take it back now.
So-ye looked straight at the boy.
âWe had fun, didnât we?â
âNo!â
The boy flatly denied it So-ye staggered as if hit.
She thought theyâd played well togetherâwhat went wrong?
âSee! She did bully you!â
So-so hugged her brother tightly.
But So-cheong answered brightly:
âShe didnât bully me. We played.â
âWith her? I told you not to play with the young miss in the pavilion!â
So-cheong shook his head.
âNot with the miss. With the ball!â
Both So-ye and So-so nearly toppled over.
âWhat? The ball?â
The words were pure, innocent nonsense.
âWow. I told him to say he was playing with the ball, but⊠he actually believed it.â
It was impossible to follow the thought process of a real child.
So-so stared at her brother in shock.
âB-but I told you not to play with her!â
So-cheong puffed up proudly.
âSo I only played with the ball!â
So-ye had to fight to keep her mouth from curling up.
Whoever this boyâs parents were, he was clever.
âYouâwait till we get home.â
So-so grabbed her brotherâs hand and clutched his ball under her arm.
She turned back toward So-ye.
âI understand what happened today.â
Her voice was less harsh now.
If it had been anyone else, she might still be suspicious, but she clearly trusted So-cheong.
âShould I be relieved or notâŠâ
âBut donât come near me or So-cheong again.â
So-so spun around, her lavender skirt swirling prettily as she walked away.
So-ye just watched the two siblings leave.
âHow am I supposed to clear up this misunderstanding?â
At least, after So-cheongâs words, the prickly hedgehog-like spikes of So-so had softened a little.
âBut itâs not enough.â
Her real goalâto meet So-cheongâs guardianâhad failed.
Still, one useful fact came out: So-soâs mother was the Branch Master of Tang Family Hall.
Not a bad person to approach.
But another thought nagged herâwhat So-so had revealed about the nanny.
âSo the nanny used me as an excuse to do things I never said or did⊠Why?â
So-ye folded her arms and thought deeply.
One thing was clear: the nanny had to be stopped.
And to do thatâŠ
âI need to make her take responsibility for something.â
So-ye made up her mind.
***
She didnât go straight back to her quarters.
Instead, she lingered on the path, knowing the nanny would pass this way.
âYoung miss?â
Soon enough, the nanny appeared, carrying a basket.
âYou said you were only going to the garden.â
Sagong Hui frowned when she spotted her.
âThis isnât the garden. Youâre not wellâcoming out this farââ
Her tone was sharp.
âNanny!â
So-ye ran up and hugged her tightly.
Not around the waistâher little arms only reached the womanâs legs.
But it was still a hug, in her mind.
âOh?â
So-ye looked up with a sweet smile. Pretending to be a good child and lowering the nannyâs guard was easy.
âBut it makes me sick inside.â
âI was waiting for you. Sing me a lullaby.â
It was all just to disarm suspicion.
So-ye clung to the only warmth she could get while scheming.
ââŠJust this once.â
Sagong Hui rolled her eyes fondly but took So-yeâs hand and led her back inside.
***
The nanny began cutting down on solo errands.
Too many times now, the âsickly girl who promised to stay in the gardenâ was being caught outside.
Exactly as So-ye had planned.
First: The nanny had tried to isolate her.
Through So-so sheâd learned her own reputation: selfish, spoiled, unwilling to meet anyone for a whole year, speaking only through the nanny.
Even before she regained her past-life memories, things had already been like this.
But now, with her health back, So-ye was wandering freely.
This was the second time sheâd slipped out.
Sagong Hui would be worried.
If rumors spread, people might realize So-ye was nothing like the picture the nanny had painted.
Second: The nanny had been involved in her poisoning.
Why else would she steal the medicine bottleâthe evidence itself?
Just last night, So-ye overheard her scolding Geum-a again.
Her voice sounded more anxious than threatening.
Third: The nanny was alone.
So-yeâs eyes followed Sagong Huiâs back as the woman glanced nervously out the window.
âShe has no allies.â