Chapter 029
âShe hasnât done anything yet?â
âNo, Your Grace. She hasnât touched the Dukeâs familyâs funds or used the royal seal,â Sebastian, the head butler, reported in a low voice.
There were more than a few people tracking the nannyâs actions. This wasnât something Cassius could handle alone.
Cassius frequently left the castle, and while he was away, others kept an eye on the nanny.
âIâve heard theyâre looking for a tutor for young master Theo,â Sebastian added.
âA tutor?â Cassius raised an eyebrow.
âYes, since young master Theo is now eight and has gotten healthier, they believe he should start learning basic arithmetic and literature.â
Cassius frowned. “That’s strange.”
Until now, Janice hadnât shown any interest in Theoâs education. Of course, Theo had been sick, but still, Janice hadn’t cared about his learning, or most things, for that matter.
While Janice was away, other maids took care of Theo. So why was she suddenly concerned about his education? Especially at a time when things were tense between them.
âKeep an eye on it,â Cassius ordered.
âYes, Your Grace.â
Cassius narrowed his eyes. Inside the Dukeâs estate was the nanny, and outside lurked monsters.
He massaged his temples, lost in thought. They still hadnât found the monsters. If only they could find a gate, things might improve, but there was no sign of one yet.
Theyâd successfully tracked the snow beastsâ migration paths, but he couldnât get close to the ones who had lost their young. Right now, the snow beasts were too sensitive and aggressive, making it difficult to assess the situation. Once spotted, they appeared more frequently.
The monsters hunted indiscriminately in the forest. Corpses of animals, snow beasts, herb gatherers, and woodcutters were found scattered everywhere.
Cassiusâs worry deepened. They needed to eliminate the monsters before things got worse.
But this situation was entirely different from dealing with a basilisk.
Adding to his troubles, they still hadnât found any trace of the smaller monster. If only it had disappeared for good.
***
Thanks to Charlotte’s obsession with parties, she was able to get a lot of help from Luna in preparing for the banquet.
Decorations, food, and everything big and small were coming together.
The preparations were nearly complete. Luna and Chouette told her that the northern region was buzzing with the news of her hosting a party after so long.
âIs this enough?â I muttered.
Today was the day of the party. I felt nervousâthis was a first for me. I never imagined hosting such an event in my life.
The hall was already set up, and food was being arranged.
âYou seem unusually tense,â a voice suddenly said.
Startled, I turned to see Cassius standing there.
âCassius?â
âIs that a new dress?â
âOh, thank you, Cassius. I heard you arranged for it.â
He looked at me with a somewhat dazed expression.
âCassius?â I called again.
âItâs different from what you usually wear,â he remarked.
He wasnât wrong. Charlotteâs usual style was flashy and revealing, designed to draw attention, emphasizing her figure.
This dress, however, was differentâlight on embellishments, focusing on elegance, as Chouette had mentioned.
âDoes it look strange?â I asked.
âNo. Itâs much better,â Cassius said plainly.
I let out a sigh of relief. âWhy?â
âEveryone else said it looked fineâLuna, Chouette, even Theo.â
âAnd?â
âYouâre the most rational person I know,â I replied.
Cassius raised an eyebrow.
“I thought you’d give a more accurate opinion. Without holding back.”
Despite receiving plenty of compliments, it was Cassiusâs words that truly put me at ease.
He chuckled softly, as if amused. âIt suits you perfectly.â
Thanks to him, my confidence soared. I looked around the hall, feeling much better.
âYou didnât go out today?â I asked.
âI made time. You wanted me to attend,â he replied in a low voice.
âI did?â
âYou wanted me to accompany you to the party,â he clarified.
That wasn’t what she wanted. It was what Charlotte wanted. Charlotte had always wanted Cassius to prove something to her.
She wanted to prove she was the Duchess, that he wouldn’t abandon her no matter what.
With the fall of her family, Charlotte had nowhere to go. And, since she couldnât bear children, she was in a desperate situation.
Charlotte had unloaded all her losses and fears onto Cassius.
She could now somewhat understand the mess Charlotte was in. When I read about it in a novel, I thought Charlotte was just weak.
She still had wealth, a house, and family.
I had nothing. To me, it seemed like the complaints of someone who didnât know real hardship.
Now, she understood, but she didnât want to live like Charlotte.
“Iâm fine now.”
âHm?â
âI wonât pressure you, Cassius. If youâre busyââ
âAre you saying you donât want me to attend now?â He interrupted, tilting his head.
âWhat? No, thatâs not it.â
How should I explain this?
âUm.â
Should I say that now, as someone who isnât Charlotte, I no longer feel insecure without you?
What nonsense.
Scratching my cheek, I tried again. âItâs just⊠Iâve come to understand you!â
Yes, that sounded better.
As someone who had observed Cassius, Charlotte, and Lorencia as a third party, I understood better than anyone why he had to keep leaving the castle.
Cassius had a duty to protect the North. His responsibilities lay outside the castleâfighting snowbeasts and keeping the monsters in check.
Now, I respect that.
It was still before the original story began.
Lorencia’s debut would be in winter, during the snow beasts’ breeding season. And following the storyline, Charlotte’s exit would come in the fall.
If things were progressing according to the original plot, this was when the monsters would start appearing. The seeds of a catastrophe, one that would surpass even the basilisk that once devastated the North, were already growing here.
Cassius was likely tracking its traces.
He wouldnât have time to spend on a side character like me, someone destined to fade away.
So, saying I understood him fit perfectly at this pointâit was a solid excuse.
“I understand what you’re doing, Cassius. As the lord of the North, I now see what you must prioritize.”
And I understood his current predicament, though it wasnât my place to say so. Unless I planned to outright declare that I knew the future.
Fortunately, the knights of the north would overcome all these crises and successfully hunt down the monsters.
Lorencia would take care of the chaos in the north and become the Duchess.
I had read countless times about their strong love in the novel. I do not disagree with the original storyline.
I didnât want to interfere or get involved. What if I messed things up and caused a rift?
âI will continue to support you and will never interfere with what Cassius does.â
Did he understand what I meant?
âThere are more important things for Cassius than a banquet.â
He looked at me with a strange expression.
Yeah, Iâve grown up a bit.
“Not just today, but in the future too, I…”
I stopped mid-sentence when I faced Cassius, who was smiling gently.
It was a refreshing smile, one that made him look his age.
It was beautiful, like a flower in full bloom.
In that moment, I finally understood why Charlotte had been so restless and why Lorencia had fallen for him at first sight.
He smiles like that.
“…Thank you,” he said.
“Huh?”
“This is the first time anyone has ever told me they understand me.”
Cassius touched the corner of his mouth, as if unfamiliar with his own smile.
“I always thought I was alone.”
“Cassius…”
Wait, am I walking the âThis is the first time for me to meet someone like you, youâre charmingâ route?
No, that canât be it. Not at all.