Chapter 9
âRight. Thatâs like a mouse worrying about a cat, isnât it?â
Embarrassed, I scratched my cheek.
Alperen kept carefully checking if I was hurt anywhere else. Feeling sheepish under all that attentive care, I joked,
âA cut like this would heal fast even without potion.â
âIt might scar.â
âHonestly, donât you need it more than I do?â
I nodded at his wrist. He just shrugged.
âIn combat, injuries like this are routine. Itâs more important not to rely on potions.â
âItâs nice having a mage oppa as a friend. If I get hurt again, Iâll just ask you.â
âPlanning to get hurt again?â
His eyes met mine as he asked in a low voice.
Those clear blue eyes felt oddly calm today. Since he answered my joke so seriously, I got flustered.
âNo, I justâŠâ
âRecovery potions arenât a cure-all, Deli. Not getting hurt is what matters.â
He sounded like he was scolding me, and I wilted a little.
To be fair, yesterdayâs accident had been my carelessness.
âMm⊠sorry.â
I gave up trying to save face and let him finish examining me. A moment later, he went back to his seat and offered another vial.
âWhatâs this?â
âA potion for hangovers. You overdid it last night.â
âOh!â
I snatched it and drank at once. My stomach had been so queasy I couldnât eat. The potion Alperen gave me worked fastâof course, House Ainruck quality.
Feeling my stomach settle, I sprawled on the sofa and sighed like a full, happy kid.
âAhh, I can live again!â
Fine, Iâll let him slide for avoiding me yesterdayâthis makes up for it!
Iâd been pretty hurt, but if I think of it as getting a deluxe body-tonic out of it⊠I can forgive him.
Then Alperen looked at me steadily and asked,
âDeli, I want to ask you something.â
âHm? What?â
âWhy do you want me to break the engagement so badly?â
The blunt pitch came out of nowhere. I straightened up and stared at him.
âWhy bring that up all of a sudden?â
âNo reason. I was just curious.â
He drawled, watching me quietly.
Did my plan finally work?
If heâd noticed Nanael pushed me on purpose, his reaction would make sense. Heâd never entertained the breakup no matter how much I nagged himâthis was the first time heâd raised the topic himself.
I couldnât miss the chance, so I started the usual brainwashing.
âBecause Princess Nanael has a terrible reputation. I want you to meet someone good. Especially red hairâyou have to be careful, careful, carefulââ
âIs that really the reason?â
He cut me off and leaned closer.
Weâd already been close, but now the distance shrank, and I tensed.
âYou were wary of the princess from the very first time we met. Remember how you singled out red hair and told me to avoid it?â
âD-did I?â
âFor superstition, it was awfully specific. Are you sure there isnât another reason?â
Under his probing, my thoughts raced.
If I gave a vague answer now, Iâd lose this opening. But no matter how hard I tried, I couldnât come up with a good excuse.
Since I couldnât answer right away, Alperen spoke first.
âHonestly, you were reckless yesterday. You didnât have to drink every glass she gave you. And then you fell on the stairs.â
âR-rightâŠâ
âWhy are you doing thisâputting yourself in danger?â
âPutting⊠myself in danger? What do you mean? If youâre talking about last nightâŠâ
âPrincess Nanael said you kept snatching up the things she was going to buy.â
So that whisper earlier was about that?
Cold sweat pricked my back as my operation got dragged into the open.
If he found out Iâd been provoking Nanael on purpose, the plan would fall apart.
The more we talked, the worse it got for me. Half-truths would never work on Alperen. And I obviously couldnât say âbecause of the original novel.â
âI⊠IâŠâ
He took my hand gently and urged me on.
âTell me, Deli. If youâre honest, Iâll take it seriously.â
His eyes glinted like he really was ready to listen.
But with the stage set, my mind went blank. And he was so closeâtoo closeâthat I couldnât think straight.
âM-maybe we should⊠put a little space between us first?â
âIs that important right now?â
He didnât move an inch and kept pressing, his soft voice both lowering my guard and raising my nerves.
Why is he asking this up close? And in that gentle tone?
Of all things, he wanted me to be honest about the one thing I couldnât be honest about.
âSo, I⊠IâŠâ
I was floundering, surrounded by Alperen on all sides, when my savior appeared.
âDeli! Oppa brought hangover potionsâ! Huh?â
Arms full of potions, Adrian stopped and tilted his head at the sight of us.
âWhat are you doing here?â
By the time I looked, Alperen had already stepped a pace away and greeted him with that neat, polite smile.
âJust worried about Deli.â
When I asked him to back off earlier, he only leaned closer!
Seeing my chance, I practically tackled Adrian with joy.
âO-oppah! Youâre here!â
Iâd never been so glad to see him.
He shuffled over at my enthusiasm and set down the basket of hangover potions.
âTada. Our Deli overdid it last night, so I stocked up. âŠLooks like you already drank one?â
He stared at the empty bottle on the table, then glanced at Alperen.
âHey, you brewed this yourself.â
âSeriously? How can you tell at a glance?â
Iâd thought heâd just grabbed something from homeâapparently not?
Seeing my surprise, Adrian explained,
âMagic potions carry the makerâs mana. The stronger the mana, the clearer the potion looks. Only this guy can make them this transparent, like water. And theyâre a pain to brew.â
Come to think of it, the potions Adrian brought came in various colors. But the one Alperen gave me was clear and sparkling, even refreshing to drink.
âWow, so I had something super rare?â
No wonder it worked so much faster than the ones on the market.
It was a special brew from Alperen, the strongest mageâthatâs why!
I looked at him, moved, and he scratched his cheek, looking shy.
Then Adrian spotted the half-empty healing potion and his eyes went wide.
âDeli, youâre hurt?!â
âN-noâŠâ
âHow bad is it that he brought a healing potion himself?â
He fussed and started checking me from head to toe.
âYou didnât look injured last night. The doctor said you only had a light scratch on the back of your handâŠâ
He trailed off, staring at my pale hand.
Seeing the long scratch from yesterday had vanished, Adrianâs expression hardened.
âOppa?â
After standing like a statue for a long moment, he spoke in an unusually dark tone.
âHey.â
ââŠWhat.â
âDidnât you say brewing potions is a pain?â
âNot really.â
âWhen I broke my arm and asked you to make one, you ignored me.â
âYou had a standard-issue healing potion from the supply corps.â
âEven so, you always say healing potions are a pain to make, and you usually just buy them.â
ââŠâ
âThis looks a lot like your own healing potion to me. Whatâs your deal, huh?â