Chapter 20….
If it werenât for the warmth that had touched his fingertips at that moment, he might not even have had the chance to dream anymore.
Thinking that, opening his eyes to face the glaringly bright day was almost painful.
Eric struggled to sit up on the large, soft bed.
At Brangel over the past two weeks, at least, he hadnât been tormented by nightmaresâŠ
And that made this exhausting morning feel even more unpleasant.
As soon as he pulled himself together and went downstairs, he found his mother sitting at the table.
âGood morning, Eric.â
She wore a silk robe, yet her hair was styled perfectly, as if she could leave for work immediately. For some reason, Eric always felt a tightening in his chest whenever he saw her like that.
His father, who had been reading the newspaper, glanced up at Eric.
âSo youâre up.â
âYes, good morning.â
Eric greeted them half-heartedly, and the sharp-eyed butler immediately asked,
âEspresso, sir?â
Before Eric could even nod, his mother raised her hand to stop him.
âGive Eric some water first, then make his coffee weak.â
A small crease appeared on Ericâs forehead, visible only if one looked closely, but neither parent paid much attention to his expression.
He finally managed to lift the glass of water to his lips and set it down before taking the coffee cupâa brewed coffee, not espresso.
The freshly baked pastries on the breakfast table smelled delightful, but his appetite was gone.
His parents offered no apology or explanation for making him see his doctor without warning the day before.
Perhaps they wanted to erase from their minds, as much as possible, the fact that their son still needed psychotherapy.
âChristina seems more charming each day,â his mother said.
Yet, of all things, she mentioned Christina instead of the topic of his doctor. Eric felt a surge of disgust and put down his coffee cup.
ââŠIt must be terrible, right?â
His mother laughed lightly at his dry joke, shrugging her shoulders.
âSheâs pretty, though.â
âWell, I got tired of her ten years ago.â
Ericâs indifferent reply went unheard, as usual.
âIâll be a bit busy today, but how about brunch together on Sunday?â
âWith Oxenscher?â Eric couldnât help but ask sharply.
âSeeing her at school is already more than enough.â
Luckily, his father, who was busier than his mother, ended the conversation there.
âI have a video conference, so Iâll get up first. Let me know about brunch.â
His mother immediately followed up, not wanting to miss him.
âAnd you havenât forgotten the guests arriving from England tonight, right?â
So, at least, he wouldnât be bothered until evening.
Eric scoffed at himself for thinking that way and finally stirred his yogurt with a spoon.
âIâll be a bit busy today, but how about brunch together on Sunday?â
What if she wasnât just saying that casually?
The sunny afternoon was filled only with the empty echo of the habitual stock market broadcast playing in the large room.
Maybe he should just go back to school quickly.
Eric thought that as he opened the WG app. RS had suggested and asked again to discuss switching the bulletin board to real-name mode, so he needed to check the reactions.
He hadnât expected much, but the studentsâ responses to the real-name switch were lukewarm.
WGStudentbostÀders
Title: [Tiselius] Absolutely Opposed to Real-Name Mode!
Letâs just make some rules and follow them.
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No mentioning specific people
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No uploading photos without permission
Reply
[Lagerlöf] +1
[Tiselius] +1
[Siegbahn] But weâve talked about this before and nobody follows the rules anyway.
[Tiselius] +1
[Lagerlöf] +1
[Hammarskjöld] +1
[Tiselius] Honestly, if we just avoided #2, it wouldnât have been a problem.
Even though he expected nothing, he felt disappointed.
Everyone seemed unwilling to think about the real-name mode, and there were hardly any posts about it.
Instead, they were blatantly gossiping about certain people again.
WGStudentbostÀders
Title: [Hammarskjöld] Theyâre practically family.
They were sitting side by side; I thought they were siblings. How foolish I was not to trust the captainâŠ
Reply
[Siegbahn] Captain seems to be checking the board these days; tone it downâŠ
[Tiselius] They did look like family. But did you really have to post this while RS is watching?
âł[Lagerlöf] Why so sensitive? Itâs just a joke, not even an insultâŠ
âł[Hammarskjöld] Lagerlöfâs right!
[Siegbahn] They looked close. Probably people who know each other well.
Eric stared blankly for a moment before closing the WG app.
Then he opened Instagram and finally checked Bibiâs account, which had accepted his follow request.
There werenât many photos, and most recent ones were from a library event at Zarva High School.
Only one trace of Brangel appeared: a photo of her dorm room visit.
Eric studied the door that looked exactly like the one he saw every day, with a short, unfamiliar name, âBibi Han,â written on it.
At the same time, he remembered her father calling, âBibi!â the day before.
Was âBibiâ her nickname? Such a unique nameâcould it be Korean?
Eric, who knew nothing of the Korean language, couldnât tell.
Sunlight poured into the bedroom.
Even though he attended a school with the same name as his family, he had never particularly liked it.
Today, however, he felt a strange longing for school and opened the messaging window.
What are you doing?
While helping his parents pack for a weekend fishing trip, Eric sent a message.
I couldnât believe I was exchanging DMs with Eric Brangel.
Feeling a little awkward, I replied honestly.
Helping pack for my parentsâ fishing trip. You?
Thanks for yesterday. My parents were very grateful too.
Almost immediately, a video call came through.
Surprised, I accepted, and saw Eric lying on his bed with his chin propped up, sunlight pouring in.
It was a scene that might excite girls if posted on the board, but to me, his defenseless look was a little shocking.
I hadnât expected our relationship to feel this comfortable.
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Hey.
Eric greeted with a faint smile and immediately asked,
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Youâre not going on the trip with your parents?
I tore my eyes from his fluttering blond hair on the small screen and replied.
Ah, yeah. As you know, I came home suddenly. The fishing trip was planned with friends and their spouses. Of course, they suggested I come tooâŠ
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Fishingâs boring.
I nodded, unusually agreeing with him.
Exactly! Totally boring.
But when we laughed together, I couldnât have guessed his next words.
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If youâre going to be alone anyway, want to go back to school with me? Iâve been alone since last night. My parents had to leave suddenly for a business trip.
Really? When will they be back?
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Tomorrow night? I wasnât going to wait since itâd be hard to meet anyway. But the empty dorm might be lonely, so I thought Iâd ask you.
Good heavens⊠I had always thought Eric Brangel lived a life loved and pampered wherever he went.
What should I say to him when he looks so lonely?
Eric stayed quiet as I hesitated over my words, and I finally managed to squeeze something out.
Uh⊠are you eating okay alone? Actually, my mom baked cookies for you early this morning.
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Wow, sounds delicious. Iâm not good at cooking. I only had granola today.
Really? I was planning to give you the cookies when we returned to school tomorrowâŠ
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If we go back together today, Iâd be happy to get them, but I wonât force you. You probably have your reasons too.
Before I realized it, I had agreed to return to school with Eric.
Bibi, what are you doing? You didnât need to do thisâŠ