Episode 9
WellâŠ
There was no reason to refuse. If anything, it was good news for me.
Every scent drifting from the displayed breads was sweet.
Before I knew it, my mouth was watering. Back at the Countâs estate, I couldnât even dream of tasting things like this, let alone covet them.
âBefore I transmigrated, I ate as much as I wantedâŠâ
Was it about five years ago that I became Sisi Grington?
Waking up one day to find myself in a childâs body was shocking enough, but to be met with nothing but scorn and abuse right afterâhow miserable that was.
âNo matter how I think about it, coming to the Dukeâs house was the right choice.â
If I had to pick the one and only thing Count Grington ever did right, it would be selling me off to the Brighton dukedom.
Gladly, I grabbed a tray and piled on everything in sight.
After all, what Ian wanted to see was surely me sweeping the bakery clean.
The smug smile on his face as he stood with arms crossed behind me proved it.
By the time I had loaded the tray with campagne, kouign-amann, jam-filled pies, and cream puffsâan entire selection of pastriesâthe shopkeeper was staring blankly at me, completely dazed.
âWonât you have some too, Young Master?â
Instead of answering, Ian just waved his hand lazily and walked out first.
On the counter sat the hefty purse he had left behind, exuding its presence.
âWhen did he even prepare that?â
He had stormed out right after fighting with Lady Rosa, so I thought heâd come empty-handedâŠ
The shopkeeper, who had been glancing between Ian and me in a daze, leaned toward me and whispered in a hurry.
âY-young miss, you work at the Brighton estate, donât you?â
âOh my, yes. Thatâs right. That gentleman is myââ
âYoung Master Ian! The Brighton familyâs youngest!!â
He rattled the words off like a machine gun, then dropped his voice further.
âAnd⊠the possessed child.â
I knew exactly what was coming next, so I quickly cut him off before he could continue.
âIâm his personal attendant. Now, could you please ring this up? If I go back too late, the Duke will scold me. You know how strict His Grace is.â
âOh, of course, of course. Sorry, I talk too much.â
âNot at all. These breads look delicious.â
âWell, the Brighton lands are famous for wheat farming. And theyâve got huge pastures too. Made with the finest butter and flourâtaste is guaranteed! By the way, young miss, youâre really his personal attendant?â
âYes, thatâs right.â
Oh dear. The wrapping is taking too long. At this rate, heâll keep talking.
If he carelessly lets slip something unpleasant and Ian overhearsâŠ
Heâll fly into a rage, surely. If he tried to kill the shopkeeper here in the middle of the marketplace, who knows what punishment the Duke might hand down.
And Ian, so used to ignoring his parentsâ scoldings, wouldnât sit still for that.
Lady Rosa, who had already disapproved of this outing, would be furious too.
âUgh, just imagining it is terrifying.â
Shivering, I watched the shopkeeper finally pack up the bread and speak again.
âThereâs always been so many stories about the young masterâŠâ
âYes, thatâs true.â
Please.
Please donât say anything bad. Heâs right nearby!
If the demon inside him catches wind of this conversation, itâll be nothing but trouble!
ââŠBut I guess they really are just rumors.â
ââŠPardon?â
The unexpected words made me blink.
Oblivious to my surprise, the shopkeeper tucked the bread bundle into my arms with a cheerful smile.
âGoodness, heâs the spitting image of the Duke. Tall, dashing, such a gentleman. You must feel proud to serve him, eh?â
âUh⊠ah⊠yesâŠ! Of courseâŠâ
Is Ian Brighton tall and handsome? Yes.
Gentlemanly? NoooooâŠ
âStill⊠better this way.â
It was far preferable to gossiping behind his back and risking Ian noticing.
Still a little dazed, I stepped outside and approached where Ian leaned against the wall.
âIâm back, Young MasterâŠ!â
The problem was that I had bought too much.
The bundles were so heavy that I could barely hold them all.
But Ian Brighton, demon-possessed heir, didnât lift a finger to help. Instead, he just laughed at me.
âHaha! Look at you. Thatâs the funniest thing Iâve seen in a while.â
Well, I didnât mind.
âYou laughed?â
The moment I asked, Ianâs face soured.
âWhenever you act like this, I get a bad feeling.â
âBut you just laughed, right? You said it was funny, didnât you?â
ââŠYeah, I did. Why?â
âThat means your moodâs better, right? Doesnât it?â
Peeking at him from behind the bread bundles, I caught a glimpse of his face, already expressionless again.
A pang of disappointment hit me. He had just smiledâŠ
âBut it worked, didnât it? This outing wasnât so bad after all, right?â
The truth was, I was pressing the point just to confirmâto proveâthat his mood had improved.
It was a selfish impulse. The desire to unearth more of Ian Brightonâs not-so-Ian-like moments.
A desperate struggle to preserve whatever shred of humanity he had left.
Ian didnât answer. He simply turned and strode ahead.
Though we were the same age, his long legs carried him so fast I had to half-run to keep up.
His back was cold, silent, and remoteâas if he had never smiled, never promised to buy me the bakeryâs bread.
The sudden chill left me uneasy.
âDid I overstep?â
A jolt of fear ran through me.
âHow dare you overstepâŠâ
The same words I had heard endlessly at Count Gringtonâs estate rang in my ears.
Ian Brighton could be far crueler than James, if he chose.
He was the final boss. The true villain. The most dangerous character in this story.
To torment me as the Countâs family had would be easier for him than breathing.
What if I had crossed a line he could never forgive? What if this golden post at the Dukeâs house turned into another hell like the Countâs?
As I stewed in fear of the worst, Ian stopped dead under the reddening sunset sky.
Like when we had left the mansion, the wind stirred again. Trees and shrubs rustled against one another.
His golden hair fluttered. Slowly, he turned his head toward me.
The face I met was too beautiful, yet completely devoid of emotion.
Even with the radiant light swallowed whole, he seemed wrapped in shadow.
âIs my smiling really that important to you?â
His voice was flat, drained of warmth.
Somehow, I knew hesitating here would be wrong, so I nodded quickly.
âCheering me up, taking me outâitâs all pointless.â
âButââ
âBut what.â
âBut back at the mansion⊠you always looked so lonely.â
My words stumbled out. Ian only stared back at me.
Those eyes were unreadable. I found myself glancing down at the ground.
âI know what it feels like⊠to wander in the dark every day. To live in a world where it feels like everyone hates you. Just a little.â
The boy before me stayed silent.
âThatâs why⊠I just wanted you to feel at ease, even once.â
The stillness that followed was suffocating.
Maybe I shouldnât have said that. Regret bubbled up. I opened my mouth, ready to suggest we just go homeâ
But then crimson eyes blazed in front of me.
Anyone would flinch when another person suddenly drew so close.
I instinctively stepped back twice.
But no fartherâhis hand had caught my waist.
Ian wasnât smiling. His face was even more impassive than before.
Yet his eyes, fixed on me, burned as though they reflected the glow of the sunset itself.
ââŠGood.â
Good? What was good?
Confused, I stared at him.
And thenâ
The âdemon-possessed boyâ finally bared his teeth and smiled. Sharp fangs gleamed into view.
Ah. That smile. I knew it. The very smile so often described in the novel.
The devilâs smileâsmooth, irresistible, one that bewitched all and captured countless womenâs hearts.
âFrom now on, youâre mine.â
It would be some time before I understood exactly what that meant.